Monday, December 1, 2008
i will never forget
what my frend once said:
"whats the point of saying sorry when you have already done it"and from then,
i never accept any apologizes
for the hurt was done
thou i knew that
forgive, forget, forgotten
but its really not easy
and its even not easy to
hate someone
the amount of effort you take
to hate someone
is really miserable
i once did it and its nth to rejoice about
and karma did happened on me
and i guess november was nt
a good mth for us
and i quoted from her
"不要告訴我什麼好朋友。
好朋友都是假的騙人的！
所謂的好朋友是前的事了。
現在我只有一個好朋友。
它就是錢！
也許你們會覺得我很現實。
人都是現實的不是嗎？
更何況… 在當今的社會不現實那裡可以？
在好的朋友也會有出賣你的一天。
只有錢不會出賣你。"
and i totally agreed
it made sense, thou
and sometimes i really wish
i am damn rich
all the problem would be solved, uh
nobody fretting over that amount
and wow, if only i had seen it earlier
maybe i wouldnt be in this state alr
yet qouted from her
"嗨～ 算了～
一切都已經不重要了。
我生日當天什麼地方都不想去。
誰也不想見。
我只想一個人。
請不要來煩我！
也不要找我！
原本就沒打算慶祝或什麼的。
是你們一直問我要怎樣慶祝？有沒有慶祝？
我才決定約你們出來吃飯小慶祝一下的。
我好不容易空出時間。
可是… 最後…
那時候說有空的也是你們。
什麼都是你們在說就對了。"
ps:
thanks everyone for the concern
but i really wanna to put it to end
please, stop it
if there is a chance,
i would rather nth take place at all
please stop, everyone
no point harping on it
lets the clock turn back to
wad it used to be
its my fault, sorry
