back frm msia
a short trip
went on sat
and back to sun
nv mention to anione

but no MP3..
really feel like dying
de bus on de radio
in malay somemore
damm loud la
was slping all de way
thus..i am saving up
to buy a new one

desperate for a new job
seriously broke
a lot of things changed
and i also changed
hamburgers

skipped sch todae
head beri heavy
cnnt balance when i walk
wahahhaha

craving for sushi
anibodi..anyone..?

Depressed mood

Feeling hopeless, sad, discouraged, or empty.

Loss of interest or pleasure

Inability to experience pleasure. Nothing seems to interest you anymore,
including former hobbies, social activities, and sex.

Appetite or weight changes

Significant weight loss or weight gain—a change of more than
5% of body weight in a month.

Sleep changes

Insomnia or oversleeping (also known as hypersomnia).

Psychomotor agitation or retardation

“Keyed up,” unable to sit still, anxious, restless or sluggish, slow
speech and body movements, lack of responsiveness.

Fatigue or loss of energy

Physically drained. Even small tasks are exhausting.
Can't do things as quickly as you used to.

Self-loathing

Strong feelings of worthlessness or guilt.
Harsh criticism of perceived faults and mistakes.

Concentration problems

Inability to focus. Difficulty making decisions.
Can’t “think straight.” Memory problems.

Irritability

Grouchy, easily annoyed, and frustrated by little things.
Angry outbursts.

Aches and pains

Depression can cause or exacerbate many physical symptoms,
including headaches, backaches, diarrhea or constipation,
abdominal pain, and aching joints.

*jackpot...all spot on =(
no explanations
so i think i will ready to
quit frm de IG liao
no choice...

urgh....
damm slpy la
how i wish i could
fly home immediately
really cnnt tahan leh
alreadi half a dae gone
yet i am still slpy
further more
de air-con is damm cold sia
cnnt stand it

u can say i petty
now i really hate ppl
by de name **(fruit)
who keep on harping
tat i did not come last
week when i kept
telling sam to come on time
when i myself didnt come
it was an accident
so now i dun feel like
discussing wif them at all
and i am gonna doze off ani time
and its rather hard todae
so much of editing

i wanna die liao
loo kopi is making me crazy
damm funnie la
kopi: "the weather is cold,
dun slp latta will die"
kopi:"u laugh..look like frog"
every word tat he said
every action he does
is super duper funnie

jux now de class almost went crazy
over de connection
for once,
we thought
we were block frm lots
of webbie
cnnt access to mani

stoopid....
my sch is crazy
loussi idiotic system
missing for one dae
or even one meeting
0.07% is deducted every time

* wow...so mani games
munirah send me de

no need to play neopets for de time being
stoopid de sia
nv go neopets for
few daes den
its dying liao
wahahaahha

* done by axel
sent by wanie

wonkians oooie :)

mirror mirror
tat i see..............//

always laugh the most
during loo kopi lesson
i didnt gib him
tix nick
is the colleage of his man
but he is so silly la
i laugh until can drop
dead anitime
think i am crazy sia
but i am serious
u can try one dae
he is more gong
den de ah gong

okies....
am ready
looking forward
to another phrase...//

whether or nt
to let go
all the unhappiness
doesnt matter animore
jus hate the attitude
of u...
u are nt tat
great afterall
so dun act infront of mi
i dun take tat..

mood swing
dun wish to tok
to anibodi
nt jux anithing
tat can express it out
dun act as thou
u noe everything
which actually
u dun...

cnnt seem to forget
how each and everyone
did to mi
i can forgive u
but doesnt mean
tat i accept u

cnnt take it animore
feel like killing
no more keeping

GO AWAY!!!
I DUN WANNA TO REPEAT AGAIN
GET LOST!!!
u can say wadever u wanna
nt gonna be bother by it

T-R-U-S-T

is smth which
is beri important
to me..

fridae de 13th
de second time of tix yr
for de past 16 yrs..
it did not affect mi at all

but nt tix time round
damm sway sia
almost everything die on mi

MP3 totally died
and i think i gonna
die le la
no MP3..
i will die de sia
nvm...shld tok to myself lo
hahaas

saw somebodi
introducing redang
at dong fong
wow... i am even
determined to go
but i am sure
i am nt going wif them
cox dey are always unsure
of themselves
and i am rite abt it
and not close to them
animore
but i am not bother abt it

but still
i still looking for ppl to go
but i oso noe
think onli...
hahaaha
cox ppl always broke their
promise
and i am sure abt it..

i think i really
had ENUF..
i cnnt take it animore
i am nt gonna to
tok animore
nt gonna be bother by it

those selfish, ugliness,
irresponsible, idiotic
of u ppl

jux churning out
rubbish and excuses
get lost :(

java is always boring
but gotta come la
no choice

went down n play lo
went to poke de chicken
den dey say i molest sia
but dunno whether izzit
chicken or duck leh
hahahah
always chatting and playing
everywhere we go
den heard those
"international stars" sing
its jux too too funnie

laugh laugh laugh till drop dead

miss those daes:)

dun try going
back to wad it used to be
its nt gonna help

its gone and its
alreadi gone

here am i
trying my best to
keep away

skipped sch ytd
loo loo skipp to my loo
loo kopi...hahaah
never intend it
due to somebodi
who bluff mi
which arghhh..mi

saw quite a lot of
ppl at tat instant
but oso great
getting all de things
done during
tat nick of time
so are all of them
hinting mi to
skipp sch...

went to causeway for
breakfast..
den off to vivo
spell over
0-V-E-R!!!
nth to do tat
weather was damm hot
wanted to go
somewhere esle
but den somebodi
aniwae it is jux too hot
gonna to faint

think its my fault
never plan properly
den ppl had to
carried their
lappie here and there
its heavy man
thou this time round
i am fine wif it
den some ppl oso dun shop
which oso dampen my mood

its onli until
de later part of de dae
we start to shop again
but nth bought
cox broke

so is everything right now
or wrong now
i am still confused
i am slowing down
but i wanna everybodi
to get rite back on track
and i gt no explanation
for my unusual reaction

after meeting
waited for ziwei and siewying
den go hm together
saw wan rong(who is now know as
daniel ang) on de way
who is a staff of our sch
recognized him as wan rong
cox if u mentioned to mi
de name "daniel" to mi
i will not know who he is

tat was my first impression
oh him
when he was in "tian ya ren wo xin"
thus i been thinking
whether was tat him
when i first saw him

so called him jus now
and de funniest thing is
he said" he was my brother,
i will pass de msg to him"
lame sia
haha
he oso he beri handsome in
a soft tone
hahahaas

read his profile liao
so i am rite
wahahahah

de funniest thing is ziwei
telling mi abt
bangla
"mangoree"
^ can u ever guess wads it means?

i dun understand
why some ppl can
lie for small
tiny weeny matters

u dun wanna to say it
den so be it lo

den i realised
i oso lied
withour realising it
and i gt no reason for it
which oso prove tat
i am another
silly idiot

cowards:(

java again
todae i did smth
jux a tiny bit
to make myself happie onli
playing wif myself onli
lame..
haha

manage to print smth
which is anibody else
could do and able to do
during erm... de 2nd lesson
and todae which is like de
8th...?
dun laugh!!

rashidah, diana
munirah and me
went to causeway
and took neoprints
screaming and shouting
over there
lunch at pasta mania
had ribbon pasta
wahahaha

i think dey cnnt stand
me it la
laughing and laughing
i start to think tat
i am crazy le
started laming wif ppl

playing LIFE game was fun
using de com
but i prefer
playing board game
de com one is damm funnie la
hahaahas
wooh
getting career
getting married
den hab kids
hahaha
but hor choose collage
cheat my money de sia
keep taking money frm me
hahaah

todae was a laughing dae
for mi
no reason why
not especially happiie
but jux laughing
almost all de time
hahaa
so quite a good time bah

basically i did not do anithing
at all
poor weiliang bah
but he neber ask mi to do leh
whenever i ask him
he neber reply
dunno wads wrong wif him sia
hope he dun
complain la [cross-finger]
den tat fine

went to mandai area
to collect de gown
for my sis
for her graduation
went during de second
break
cabb-ed there
and back oso
my sis say she will pay
and she better be
[she always bluff mi]
went there and collect
de lady quite friendly sia
so mani things to tok abt
make mi a bit embarrassed sia

UT was a bit fine for mi
bussi looking for pts
to copy and paste
jus did it blindly
hope its fine
hahaa

*jus for laugh: <3
rashidah and her black cockroach

siew ying jux told
me abt JAVA UT tml
and i tot it was tues sia
argghhh

was abt to prepare
to go to slp de sia
(testing)
den heard abt UT
and i dun need to
study de la
cox i dun understand
a single bit at all
oh no
i dunno how to cope
wif this yr la

todae 1st july
GST incrEAse
7% now onwards
but it doesnt affect me
cox i am still broke
afterall
no effect
broke so cnnt buy
anithing
jus plain looking