I AM NOT HAPPIE
and i am serious
forcing mi to
saying all those words
tat i will neber say

so much problem sia
jux a camp alone
so mani changes
its nt fair
since its like tat
i dun wan to go le
i habing a headache sia
damm it la

den my desktop oso down
reformat it
den internet gt pro
gt to re-install a lot of stuffs
den now my router
oso gt a lot of pro
i use other ppl
wireless now
gotta get it done sia
otherwise how am i
gonna to homework sia

i jus dun like tix
clique animore
so much so much PROblem sia
i rather dun meet them
den i wun see so
much pro le
felt so outkast
when i went for de meeting
sitting at de back
wad de f***
mgt as well dun go
and i am serious now
things hab happened tix way
i am gonna gib up
u idiotic
i really hate u
becox of u
there is so much trouble

people
harloeee
am back again
hahaah

first of all
nt updating
which i wanna to
but den...

sat and sun
bussi working
same old mi
late for one hr sia
hahah
both daes oso late sia
beri tired la
dun feel like going de sia
really really BRoke to de max

mondae
really really tired sia
wasnt in de rite mood
kept scolding ppl
sorrie for tat
so bussi wix stuffs
both booth to run about
ALC and BC
one during breaks
another after sch
rushing thru work
on de database system
on top of tat
shida, siew and shijia
tripple SSS neber fail
to fool around
been laughing thruout
hahahaha

went to soul garden
after SLA fiesta
for celebrating joanne burfdae
wix yiting, joanne, gekting
and one of their frend, xin hui
eat until explode
and laugh until explode
took neoprints
hahaha

todae
beri tired again
nt in de rite mood again
scold ppl again
sorrie ya
poor siew ying
gotta to tolerate mi
for 2 daes sia
cox bussi wix sch work
and SLA fiesta
but after tat
i went ok le
dun like tix HTML faci la
properganda
go n die
lazi to explain further

after sch
i am ok again
instead of looking
after my booth
i went to play around
and went to magic IG
to play
used to be magic as well
hahaha
went for twice onli
some was really amazing sia
but tell u smth
their magic can onli
shown once
otherwise dey will
make mistake la
and u can see thru
went crazy again
playing and laughing around
tooks quite some fotos

arghhhhhh
i am beri frustrated
am nt being myself again
hab sufficient rest le
my mind keep going
against mi
kept going de opposite way
i really dunno wads going on
i cnnt stand it animore
i afraid i mgt break down
anitime aniwhere again
start toking rubbish
start avoid ppl
i didnt wanna tat to happen
felt tat i am treated like
a fool
dey hab their own clicks
tats y i said
i dun wanna to hab
anithing to do wix them
again
but den again
why am i so affected
when i am de last to noe
felt tat i am nt respected
shld actually be gratefull
tat dey ask mi
am i suppose to react
tix way

i wanna my life back
i dun wanna to see
u all again
lest making mi affected again
i really cnnt be
left alone
would start to anihow
think again sia

i wanna to learn
how to be independent

skipp sch todae
neber meant to
i was prepared to
go sch
ni intention of skiiping
who noes until tix morning
suddenly my mind
and my body told mi
nt to go
wierd isnt it
hahaah

walau sia
first week of sch onli
i jiu skipp sch liao
i dun wanna it sia
of all lesson
i skipped JAVa sia
ohno....i neber expect it sia
been thinking abt it last year
tat i cnnt miss ani java
lessons sia

but i really nt feeling
well sia
and tix is nt an excuse

i been doing a lot
go bad things sia
thou dey are minor
but i kept feeling bad abt it
its jus so hard to lie sia
arghhhhhhh

i mus nt do it again
de nxt time

harloee everybodii
here am i in klass
blahhing about
hahaha
guess wad...
i finsh everything le
including RJ
great sia
hahahaah
gonna go for work latta
but den hor
i stomach pain sia
but cnnt cancel liao leh
cox i cancel so mani liao
dunno later how sia
sure kena get scolded de leh

todae was fun at sch sia
hahaha
went down for breaks
met lots of ppl
zhiqiang and guys
keith and guys
went for breaks again
went to 7-11
there gt ppl selling BIG M
for 1 bucks nia
den we go there take free sweets

^ took after all those trouble...haha=)

its fun la
hahaha

when we went back
den suddenly gt fire alarm sia
when people came out
de lift all auto off
its super funnie la

i went back to klass
gib up on my work
cox its boring liao
den i went mad liao
so went round playing
wix de klass
making a lot of noise
toking wix everybodi
taking pics of everybodi

^ first foto taken cox nth better to do


^ taken wix de leftovers in klass..haha@_@

fotoswhorr sia..

den gek, kailing and lin ming
came and find mi
den went down to eat lo
hahahahaa

tada
tats all for my sch stuffs
dunno wads gonna go on latta
good luck for mi ppl

phewww
ytd quite a bussi dae
in sch
gotta stay back
and de BC go global thinggie
waste a lot of time sia

de game quite fun
and challenging thou
but a bit messi

reach hm at abt
11 plus sia
den chiong RJ

den tok abt lots of stuffs
too tired liao
den went to slp

when i wake up
alreadi 11 plus
which was todae
went to pee
den went back to slp
beri headache sia
oso dunno wads gg on

wake up at 1 plus
went to bathe
den jiu sit down there le
start to nt feeling well le
shit sia
skip work todae
felt beri weak sia
so dun feel like going
den oso neber inform
them as well
dey keep calling sia
but i neber ans
beri bad hor
arghhhhhhhhhhh
ahahaa
oso haben gib schedule sia
if neber gib sia
cfm no work lo
nxt week...i jiu recover le lo
no work
sure grumble de
hahha
tml tml tml
i mux go to work
cfm kena scolded sia
hahahah
tada

well well
first dae of sch
lucky i managed to wake up sia
dunno whether tml
i can mah
cox now habing flu sia
habing a hard time sia
skipp work todae
cox i really too tired sia

okies
met my new klass todae
a bit quiet sia
but things start to get
better slowly
and to tell u de truth la
yiling is rite
i really de noisest in klass sia
okies la
nt klass
but in my team
busy toking and laughing
it was fun man
todae played email game
wix de facii
its damm funnie la
mass emailing him
to see who is de fastest
am de youngest in klass
last time in MIi oso de
youngest in klass siahahah

i realise something
dunno which idot tell mi
tat DBC and DBA study
de same basic
it is not lo
its actually DBC and DIT habing
de same lo
cox my klass onli
consist of tix 2 diplomas
hahahah

after listening to my ma
i am glad tat
i neber fell into de LOVE trap
so much so much
trouble
it really cause mi a lot le
now although nth hab happened
haizzz
kns sia
i shall hate u forever
and i shall nt care

well well
fridae de 13th is
really a DAB dae for me
left halfway again sia
cox really so left out
and nth to do
so lost sia
shld nt hab go instead

saw him accidentally
felt so paiseh la
dunno where to dig
a hole to hide
but why shld i be
afraid of him
it is nt my FAult
i did nt do anithing wrong sia
really haRD to believe sia
we really really best frends
for a period of time
doing loads of stuffs together
and suddenly become like tat
enemies ....
and how did it happened
i dunno
wad cause it to happened
i oso dunno
so damm it la
still gotta to face him in sch
if neber see him ever again
i dun care at all la
now i oso dunno how to face him la
but i will nt make de first move
will oso avoid gek as well
if nth.........will nt do anithing wix her
oso felt tat
we will nt br back to wad we used to be
shld nt give in so much
tix time round
but her

walau eh
came back ytd around 5 plus
watch tv until 6 plus
den cnnt make it liao
jiu went to slp liao
woke up halfway la
but dun feel like waking up
to slpt until 11 tix morning sia
so lethargic sia

todae is one last dae
will nt hab a good time either bah
hope i can wake up
for sch de nxt dae
its de last dae
i shld be enjoying sia
but i am nt
cox nobodi to enjoy wix
there is so mani places i
wanna to go sia
but nobodi to go wix
but somehow sometimes
i still waiting for him sia
but i knew its rather impossible
i am a outdoor person
i wanna to go out
but nobodi leh
arghhhhhhhh

there are so mani things
i dun like ppl to do it
but somehow
i did it sia
so bad sia
but wad can i do
hahaha

WOOOH
everybodi todae is
FRIdae de 13th
wahahahah
would it be a good dae todae?
would it be a bad dae todae?
i dunno yet
cox de dae has yet to start
i oso dunno whether tml can
wake up to go to sch mah
if nt
i would be rotting at hm again liao
hahaha

went to IMM for pePPERlunch
for lunch and dinner in
de afternoon
i was still wondering
how am i gonna spent
my afternoon sia
and wanna to go out to eat
but eating alone beri sian sia
and hse gt nth to eat sia
jux den my sis called
so i went down lo

heyhey
she paid sia
but cfm claim frm my ma de sia
so neber mind
wahahaah

lets DIGG in:

^ pour in de sauce needed
den get ready to mix
sizz sizz....


^ tada..ready to eat le

den raining sia
kns la
gotta wait for de
shuTTLE bus sia
walau eh
damn long sia
sitting there like a fool
waiting for de bus sia
almost late for work sia
den my mp3 went dead
when i jus board de bus
kns sia
den de whole dae without
mp3 sia
so bored

i gave up la
i dun wanna to write abt
YA camp le
its like long ago liao
so i jux post pics jiu hao liao
haha

orites
i am so bored la
gonna post random pics
sch gonna start soon
i gonna wake up damm earlie sia
hard to imagine
i wonder who gonna wake mi up sia
wonder how is my new klass like

will be quite bussi bah
meeting after meeting
working on certain
waiting for workshop to be held
looking forward to a good yr 2


^ taken wix yiling after swimming


^ siewying edited for mi

i mux say tat i am really lazi sia
but i gonna ask ppl to
teach mi fotoshop le
watch OUT ppl
hahah=)


^ another one

slack de whole of tues at hm
cancel work cox too tired sia
wednesdae suppose
to go sch for FOP
but wake up late
so neber go

went to town wix gek
and shop for stuffs
and get ready for sch
she beri toot sia
always kana conned
by ppl while waiting for mi
twice in a row sia
i oso nt purposely late de leh

den we kinda rush here and there
cox we realise we nt much time left
i nt gonna buy crumpler case le
cox dun hab de colour i wanna
so tot if another ways le
spent a lot of money sia

went to sushi tei for dinner
nt much ppl sia
so shoik
even more wonderful is
tat i gotta compliment
salad..its really worth sia
consist of wakame, kaniavacado
seafood and sashimi salad
four kinds sia

^ jux look at IT

really really good
order kaisen kaninbabe
(de paper hotpot tat she wanted)
golden roll
edamame
sal. skin spicy roll
idako
chimi - de jellyfish
i didnt expect de salad
thus we cnnt finsh sia
was beri beri full sia
bill was around 40 plus sia

went to bake cake after tat
cox its really really full sia
went to cut fringe
cost 10 bucks nia
but neber cut beri short sia
went to shop shop after tat
rushing here and there
still haben bought finish some stuffs sia

todae woke up late again
thus neber go sch again sia
Wahahahahaha
so bad sia
oso can consider resting lo


^ x!@0 jIa goes MOO moo

wooh
had a hard time slping sia
so hot sia
without aircon
but cnnt blame them sia
otherwise de bills beri
hIGH for them sia
cnnt tahan la
gek and i went to on
for an hr
did a lot of things to make us slp
woke up at 7
wash up and went to forum

went to cwp and met wix joanne
went to Bk for breakfast
been craving for tat quite long le
hahaha
den went back to sch

noe our groupings
partner is jin
who so happen to be oanne
klassmate sia
wad a funnie name sia
but tats his
haha
same age as keith sia
but doesnt look like one
click well easily

gotten my grp
arghhhhh
nt a good team sia
dey so sian
dey so dead
i tired my best
and i gave up le

change our grp name
frm hitler to ROjak
and we really look like rojak
i felt tat
i am quite a bad leader sia
neber really did anithing
and neber interact well wix them
and their games are BORing

second dae...
spent de whole dae outsiide sch
went for singapore race
i act as thou i noe a lot sia
cox i neber go for de dry run sia
of cox i dunno la
running here and there
but as a student leader
i am nt supposed to do anithing
but jus to guide them
i seem useless sia
so i jux slp when there is
a chance to
i am jus too tired

reached sch
jin had to leave
den left mi alone
its de uniform madness
we all were still deciding
whether to leave or nt
cox its jus too sian le

i conisdered beri bad sia
to leave my team mates alone
cox dey no more leader le
thus we left one dae earlier

tell u secret
i still haben write abt
YA camp sia
which i wanna to de
hahaha
haben finsh

lets start frm sat
o7 april 2oo7
woaah...suppose
to meet those YA ppl
at 1230
but i wake up at 1230 la
hahah
cox i beri tired sia
initially wanna to wake up
at 8 plus to pass gek n siew
stuffs de
but no msg frm them
so i continue slping lo
i msg jon tat
i would be late
who noes tat
he oso at batok area sia
hahah
so i rush like mad la
cox neber pack my stuffs
last nite for SIT camp
it would be a tiring a dae for me sia

poor axel arrive at
1245..waiting there alone
hahahaha
i tried my best to reach there asap le
reached there around 1 plus
saw jon, axel and wani
all laughing at mi sia
den decide to go off without
waiting for them le
cox dunno when will dey arrive sia

good jon who help mi
take my slping bag
axel oso wanna to help mi
carry my bag sia
but den paiseh la
so neber
hahaha

wah lau eh
serangoon beri de wuluu sia
walking here and there to
de bus interchange
i din realise tat there is arrow
stating de direction
jus follow blindly
i think i will lost my way
bah if i were to go there
still rem sushi tei
once ask mi go serangoon
branch de sushi tei
but i reject cox too far liao
so we took a bus to chomp chomp
went to R&K hse
dey told mii abt de beng and barbie
video sia
damm lame sia

ordered indian rojak and ate
chat a lot sia
laughing at jon all de time
jon and i was oso laughing
all de time
be it de ppl there or ppl
walking past
but hor...he arrgh
keep calling mi lian jie sia
n he told everybodi abt it

when connie arrive
we went to cathay for
ben and jerry ice cream
cox it is more convient
for mi
i love u guys...

habs lots of fun at ben and jerry
took fotos of it
dey ask i sua gu sia
i oso dunno when
i start taking fotos of food sia
it mus be alan influence bah
den i started to take fotos of
food whenever i am free
but my hp cam is loussi la
nt clear at all sia
den my cam oso spoil liao
gt to repair le
even jon is laughing abt it


^ look at his black teeth sia


^ wani, connie and mi playing wix de hot FUdge


^ we gonna ROCK de world


^ de FIve of us

i called my workplace and
told them tat i would
report late
and i am really late
we left cathay at around 1830
den dey suggest
to walk mi to paragon
wah...its really far sia
to walk frm cathay to there
2 mrt station sia
i din noe sia
dey were great sia
so paiseh sia
when i reached
i was really late le la
left my stuffs at de counter
and rush to change immediately

after work
i went to change immediately
first time sia
i change so fast
hahaha
ate a little
den kailing called
told mi tat
de door closing at 11 plus
or told mi to go
nxt morning at
8 plus
i den dun wanna sia
brought so mani stuffs le
so troublesome sia
so called gek and
rush down to sch

upon reaching sch
went to kailing frend hostel
for de nite
cheat our feeling sia
no need to come down de sia
den we went to mac
cox beri hungri
wah lau sia
mac closed liao
so gotta to go 7-11 to eat lo


^ niteview of RP

harloeee
am back frm SIT camp
MIA for a certain period
cox i gotta to be in sch
gotta update abt loads
of things
but a bit lazi la
but no worries
i will say one by one
hahaha

i realise now
year 2 hor
everybodi klass
who i noe de la
sure gt at least one ppl
same klass as them
tix is a good news sia
for everbodi
i noe for joanne hor
wah lau eh
a lot of ppl de same klass la
hahaha

oh no
i dunno wad to
do for easter dae sia
no idea at all sia
so tired sia
brain dead
shall gib jux like tat
nxt time den i repay
sorrie pals =)

suppose to go casio
service center tix
morning de
but i went back to slp
due to my own mistake la
partially is
stoopid neighbour fault lo
drill drill and DRill
arghhhhhhh
at first is
knock knock KNock
cnnt stand it sia
i keep shouting sia
but no use
finally can slp a bit sia
haha

meet siew at 4 plus
went to imm again
suppose to go ichIBAN
for lunch de
cox get set lunch @ 5 buckx
cheat our feeling sia
went in liao
den tell us
OO...out of stock liao
shit sia
like tat how to react sia
oso cnnt go out sia
so sat there and ate sushi lo
aiyooo
i really can complain sia
de sushi worse den sakae sia
sushi tei is de best sia
maybe i work there bah
but it really is beTTER la

den we order cha soba
i expected de mini one sia
Arghhhhhhhhhh
den realised
i ordered de original one sia
lucky i said one
otherwise die sia
i dun like sia
nt nice nt nice
after tat
we spotted jelly
den we neber take
wah lau eh
it took us so long to
wait for another one
den nt nice de sia
hahaha
wah lau
i jus saw de receipt
ocha coxt 80 cents sia
each one is 15 bucks sia
cost 3 times more
hahaha
cox suppose to hab de 5 bucks de


^ ichiban ( nt pang at all leh)

oh ya
wanna to tok abt
tis frend of mine
lee woon chao
he oso haf de same
burfdae as one of
mine frend

he suddenly said
i beri long
neber see him le
den i can get to
see him todae
i tot wad sia

actually it was video
hahaha
he was de fourth person le
to try on mee

first - fuming
he showed mi magic
second - ern long
he showed mi funnie funnie
things
third - lucia
she showed mi
wadever she had on her bed

he so funnie la
same as alan
need to hug something
to slp
both of them oso dogs sia
so does it mean tat
guys carry dogs?
i always tot gurls sia
i oso hab one
and oso beri big one
indeed
de tortise
wahahahaha


^ de one i toking abt

woooh
met up wix arh siew
went to IMM
around evening time
its been time
since i went there
change so much sia

went to secret recipe
to eat
yahooo!!..........
choCOlate indulgence
both order de same
one frosty lemon tea
one strawberry milkshake
been wanting to eat cake
for daes le
finally i gt to eat it le
hahaha

after tat..
went to shop around
quite a lot of places
to walk abt
gonna sch reopen liao
needa to buy clothes sia
but BROKE
arghhhhhhhh
hahahaha

we felt hungri again
to went to ajiSEN
and share a set
wonderful la
been eating de whole
evening sia

went back around
9 plus 10

some FUN shot of de dae -
bought to u by iMAC





^ edited by siew ying





^ forget wad effect ix tis liao




^ comic effect
look at my teeth..hahah=)

woooo...
woke up @ 07oo todae
really tired sia
gonna go UBin
wix those bunch frends
of mine
jux 4 of us
kelvin-gekting-cloud-shijia
best 4 at pelapah
rules apply:
last one gt to treat
everybodi drinks

guess wad..
i was de first to reach de sia
gekting scared mi sia
i tot i was gonna be late
so i left a bit earlier
wah lau eh
de train damm pack la
and so stuffy lo
could hardly breathe
i finally found a seat
a few stops before tamp
better den nth la
hahah
first to reach there
so went to toilet
and put on my lens
eyes super pain la
but still dun care

after a while
jiu saw gekting
told mi huat cnnt make it
cox he habing high fever
so cloud last
yay!!
he gonna treat as drinks

so took 29 and went to
cHanGi village
haiyoo....stoopid la
can take 19 mah
den walk frm CSSC lo
kns la
de trip so long sia
hahha
so we hab our breakfast there
and hab a real big coconut
for our drink
3 share together sia
den still thinking
who to ask ppl to
take fotos for us
all army guys la so i ask de "angkong"
to take for us lo
his reaction was like....
i wanted to take fotos of them lo
eiiiyyyeerr...=x















move off to UBin le
went to jetty and wait
for de boat
but gt to wait for
12 ppl before we can go sia

when we board
liang yun was slping there la
so gek n i was standing
there and chatting

when we reach there
we jus took de first shop
rent de bike for 4 bucks
liang yun say tat time
dey took 3 bucks onli nia
neber mind la
hahaa

let set off....
we cycle for one hr
and rest for one hr
arent we great
hahaha
well....
we took quite fast to cover
all de whole place sia
it is really tiring sia
really can die la
uphill and downhill
my muscle gonna
die anitime sia
but downhill
was damm shoik la
wooooohh

i drink a lot sia
coke at de first stop
and spRitE at de 2nd stop sia
de 2nd stop
we chat a lot sia
den de uncle there
was growing some herbs
which he claim
to cure luekimia

after resting
decide to go back le
wah lau eh
my butt hurts sia
owwwww
cnnt even ride properly la
hahahaha

went to secret garden as well
den cloud drop into
de pool of mud sia
i was laughing like mad
i am bad la
i noe
hahaha

after washing up
when to met kelvin
for dinner lo
anihow eat
den jiu come home le

my butt hurts and i am
beri beri tired sia
slpt thru out de journey
in de train sia

"yay! same class with ex-KAFEIMAO!"
^ arghhhhhhhh
tis is arh siew personal msg la
wah lau eh
i nt coffee cat la
hahaa

harloeeee
thanks a lot to
arh siew
who set tix blog
up for mi
todae is 1st april sia
manage to bluff somebodi
and i shall try harder
in de morning
hahahah
aniwae....
i same klass wix
siew ying sia
yahooooo
oh yay!!
at least somebodi
same klass as mi sia
den i nt so lonely le
hahaha

now i can blog
freely again leh



^ dah...she de one i toking abt
she dun allow mi to post tix pic
jus look at my hair
so messi sia
but i nt impt
jus look at her =)