back frm FYP
2 days of it
i tot we were progressing well
but but but but
we were stuck once agn :(
todae meeting was rather
a good one
laughing all the way
"the giggle loop"
joke of the day
pete will comment on anything
nth better to do man
HAHA.
he had his unique way of
remembering names
you will laugh if uu ever know

todae meeting ended my holidays
a good five days i had
except for some msgs i had
in the morning
and i hope latta will be a good one
and den, i gotta be back to sch again (nxt week)

BATA, back to sch!!
HAHAHS(:

ytd:
thanks to chinny chin fui and banana
they really made my day
end faster man
dear banana kept
running back and forth
frm A'n'BC
and uu wonder why man
banana, go for art lesson lahs
HAHA.
chinny chin fui, go brush up
ur cheena lahs
HAHA.

WE LOVE GOLDENHALF :D
peeks shall sae it all
ps: unglam taken away


#1


#2


#3 (dun ask me why izzit black there=.=)

peaceful sundae ihad
whole dae was well spent
basically becos half
of my dae was gone
i woke up at three
(rather shock for tat)
long time since i ever
wake up tat time
guess i slpt abt 14 hrs

attended wedding dinner
at orchard parade hotel
trust me, its nt near at all neh
somemore its someone
so nt related
but rather close
HAHAHA.
we were sitted rather near man
a table jus beside the main
GOOD(: a clear view

peeks((:

it was a bad start :(:(

boos, i nv knew one movie

meeting with pete was
indeed a damn stressful one
was so turn off upon thoughts
of meeting him
no choice but dragged myself
to sch :/
we were caught dumbfounded
i admit, we were bit lazy
but we arent sure wad to
do either
and plus, we were fired
every meeting
HAHAHAH

FYP was a taxing one

but thanks to friso
and everything was brought over
such a relief
and indeed, we certainly
need a hard push
before we can proceed
so its well said that
one will do upon pressure

we were really caught at
a dead dead
die die oso must produce man
lucky we had mag for help
[not for the fact tat she forgotten
all about us -.-]

pete confirmation brought
a smile back on our face
*happy*
tats was wad it takes
HAHAHA
our next step now is to
move on like
damn fast
we are like a train now
we ought to be aeroplane now
FLYING.

we are so far far behind
otherwise we will kena fired again
HAHAHAH

hav made a grave mistake
which i greatly cnnt
forgive myself for tat
whole of 3 three yrs
its jus nt getting any better

each time i saw students
in MI uniform
i would nv failed
to reflect upon how
i quit and left
i really feel like gg back
really really really

moreover, this 3 yrs
made mee feel tat
my decision was a deem bad one
superb bad

now i have made one
and have no wish for
history to repeat again
nxt yr, decision making
which i seriously hate it
paid a super high price
for this lesson taught
it robbed me of my 3 yrs
:( :( :(

i am really tired
need some enlightenment

chatting wif chloe online
was great
as thou she was really
infront of mee

anithing under the sun
from A to Z
((:

once again, dun test my patience
i am just controlling

i think u are really irresponsible
u can be a good frend
but nt a good working companion
just like u cant have ur best
frend in the same FYP team
the same reasoning
the same logic
i saw how u SELL fish
i can better off being with guys
but tongues start wagging
when u are on close term
with one
come' on, when can dey start
to think
if u enjoy being a queen at hm
so be it,
look, i am nt ur labourer or
wadsoever
u will start to panic when
troubles come knocking on the door
otherwise u will be
thinking tat i would bear
all the consequences

i am bad to spell it out nw
but i wud be even miserable
if i would to keep suffering
in the dark
REFLECT

no words can describe my feelings nw

I LOVE MY HSE NW(:
so lively
so happily
nt even bothered on
how dey mocked mee
i missed it

ps: third entries of the dae=.=

apparently i dunno
wads wrong wif mee
i cant do things right

and i am like
finding faults with
everybody :(

# and i am so gonna buy this

or maybe robot lens 3

opps, did i mention tat
grandma and grandpa is here(:

and i have 2 damn bored saturdaes
all thanks to chandra (^(00)^)

and PLEASE stop influence mee
i cnnt take it anymoreDAMN
and half of skool term gone

Labels: i am not a clown

look forward;
we always said
but it seem tat
we are walking backwards

#peeks


#we walked thru


# best barista mate


# get ready for halloween(:



eski bar last nite
walked past the street like
upteem time
no feeling
no thinking
not tired at all
seriously, i have no idea
wad i am doing
peeks up when banana
send mee

BKKcancel :(

always HERE and there(:

i couldnt be happier todae
am so glad for myself
for attending skool
*a pat on shoulder*
i almost made the mistake
to turn back again

i was so reluctant to go
upon entering, i started regret
coming for lesson
but how long can i run away man
how many "x" am i gonna see sia

and todae, it was so brain-wrecking
felt so lost, and dun understand
a single thing
and i have yet to complete
reading on UT

but well, it is all over for nw
i love weekend
cos no need to go skool
but at the same time
this very moment
i hated weekend
cos its is so boring
HAHAHAH
stoopid.
den i realised tat i always
work during fridae [mostly]

tats why i chose to work
during weekend
boredom
but tired leh
and banana, i didnt leep todae leh


went bloghopping
okays, think i hate myself
i blocked myself frm other
yet i am doing so =.=
contra dicting.
i realised tat everybody
been going to GENTING
during september
but i SEEnone of them leh
or it just happened tat
i went so i noticed abt it
just like jco
and i start noticing donuts
thinking tat its the trend nw?

thailand, hongkong
wait for mee
i am coming((:

i admit i am slow
but i am loving it man(:



BIG BANG.

damn pissed off de whole dae
frm the moment i woke up
till i ended work
F.

how selfish can one
mankind be
AMAZING.

and i really wonder
to feel proud or ashamed
to cry or to laugh
people REMEMBERed my
name de bad way
band instructor know my name
cos my section leader
always complain abt mee
i believe
javain know who i am
must be something to do
with it
otherwise, there shldnt be
a reason for it
to hell, whoever the person is

and i still have
"害怕上学恐惧症"
when the sky turns dark
i am so afraid of
looking forward to morning
which also means sch
when i am in sch,
i am looking forward
to end the day
ironic, isnt it

i am nt tat great at all
my feelings still keep
going up and down
i think i can do it well
by hiding at home

and i am so proud of myself
for completing both drinks[dates]
at the same time
without panicking
all thanks to jas
for her recipe man
otherwise i cfm faint on stop
rely on myself rather
than waiting for ppl
the dae will nv come
esp with those fish mongers ard

aftermath of standing the whole dae
muscle ache :[
and it was really tat bad
caught mee up de whole nite
and i had to use
ice cube to numb myself
from the pain
coldnt slp at all

until de nxt morning
i couldnt hold on anymore
damn sway, it always gotta
to mee all de time
no one else but mee

and i am rather amused
by his "why" reasoning
such a proud person
i came across
but wadever, tats him

one week, i managed to
hide myself well enuf
but i missed out alot
i dunno wads gg on
de world out tat
i really wanna to be
out of it
its tat saddening to
hold on to it when
actually nobodi else
care abt it anymore

it also let mee see
how sell fish is
mankind
how dey make use
how dey get rid
how dey pretend
how dey brag abt
how dey boast abt
how dey act

escape, hiding
was de only way out for mee
[dun worry, i am fine]
couldnt help it aniwae
no idea either
its all come down to "feel"

i could comment on others;
gave advice
but unable to do myself thou
:(

thoughts floooded
overflowed
no explanation
and worse of all, it always
happened at least once every yr
and at tis time infact
i couldnt feel myself
my goal
and i dunno wad to do either

SEPTEMBER - an eventful mth

the starts of sch
--> 3 daes sch per week

2 trips to msia
--> genting
2nd week rite after sch reopens
off with sexyassbanana
super duper fun
the 3 daes
updates real soon; i promise

--> penang + thailand
5 daes straight
a fruitful one indeed
thailand was an exceptional
it wasnt plan before hand
it was a splendid one
good food
good place
good ma sha ji
good people

and oso my first time
working till 12 midnite
due to F1

and we also had F1
[which sadly, i missed it]

there is more to come!!