i admit i am beaten
down by stress
words jus came shooting
out of my mouth
unintentionally
blabbering nonsense

den i realise de great importance
but somehow i cnnt forgive
myself for being overslpt
and i am so upset by tat

time is jus nt waiting for mee
still a lot left undone

rewind my life back to mee
maybe i should stop
for the time being till my
things are done and up on track

:(

PRIDE
pride made u suffer
pride made u fail
pride made u fall
pride made u lonely
pride made u swell

and i did fallen
none otherwords can describe

once again, i am in tis plight
but who is de cause of it?
mee, myself

14 hrs
totally drained out
my leg are like lemmon
squeezed
serious work tis time round
fully worked
plus some ridiculous
customers which do
are nt helping at all
and 3/4 of my time
was cashiering

no more silly mistake
like before
but keying is slightly
slower
long time since i cashier
or rather since
i work
one dae of nt working
can be beri long
let alone a week
//

going out in red was fun
as thou we are some kind
of Korean fans watching
a football match

not up to standard
nervous breakdown

be it real or fake


okays, i gt de roundest face

trail//-
real one up soon

label: uncle javian
i think hes weird
HAHAHS ^u^

jus 2 daes of sch
and i am tempted to pon alr
cnnt take it sia
seem to be worse den hols ahs
everywhere, everyone
seems to be different
with no purpose, i wouldnt be there

i am dying to go GV
and watch tat very
advert *laughs*

and i start to see de
distance in us
kind of expected

why do i feel tired
despite of slping so much
well, escape is nt gonna
to solve de problem
trying to slp thinking tat
it will go away by itself
but nope, it did not

i had waken up frm my dream
face it, u re up to it//

110607
steamboat is de best way ever
for gathering
de more de merrier
but nth beats the joy of having it
be it where we have it

auntie helen's hse was superb
we gotta thank her for tat
her psp
her playstation
her oto
her isqueeze
her cute mother
hahas((:

last but nt least
all de ppl tat was present


let them tok>>

^ wad she doing sia


^ aiya, u gt helping ah den i no need take so mani liao

^ chey, i still hav to take sia


^ okay lor, den i push de trolley


^ wad a spread ((:


^ wad are we waiting for? diGG in ((:

14 years latta,
am back to de same place
again, twice
hahas
fotos were wad i could
rely on
but nw its different
really different

after all de rushing,
finally calypso cabaret
entertained mee
thou most of de time, i dunno
wad are dey doing
and i almost fell asleep
hahas

had de same breakfast
for 3 daes
cabbing, our main transport
and i will definitely fell asleep
whenever i am in cab
no, de journey was nt long
but de constant jamming make it long
and i grab every opportunity
to slp
hahas
cab fares are cheap aniwae
and their taxi are super colorful

oh ya, tuk-tuk oso
another form of transport
but dun try it, trust mee
isnt ani better den smoking
infact, worse
after a try of tat, ur whole lungs
wud be so black
if uu could manage to open it up

and de weather there
was a killer

bigBANG was our main purpose there
and i finally found kailing there
thanks to my stoopid fone
it died there, hahas
thou i couldnt understand a single word
and worse still, de subtitle was in thai
hahas
but still, i enjoy to de beat
and i even watch 惡作劇之吻 in thai
in the hotel
super duper funnie man

de most astonish thing tat ever happened
was paul frank; de shop
i saw it for 2 daes
and i was abt to find it on de third dae
de whole shop disappeared
like i dunno why
and by mistake, i saw bigBANG
rite infront of mee
tae-young was de first
indescribable

siam paragon is de best, i can say
even better den paragon[sin]
it gt everything u wanted

cheenatown, needless to say
almost de same as cheenatown
hahas

MBK, gt cheated sia
nth at all sia
like lucky plaza man
wonder how ppl could manage to
dig gold out of there

platinum, nth much as well
ppl could spend one whole dae there
well, nt for mee
definitely not

central world, another place like
paragon
and by chance, dong bang shin gi
was there too
but we didnt managed to have a look
and my cam was nt around either =.=

it was a great place indeed;
super junior is up next
and i will be back (:

am back finally
tat four daes was great
at least to mee

updates soon((:

out of town
hee((:

i dunno wad hab happened
i tot i was strong
but things turn out to be tat it seem to be
getaway came at de rite time
let mee go, pls
get me get out of it
i am serious, letter is on it way

i lost my confidence, thanks to uu
de trust was betrayed

i tot i was owned an apologise but nw
seem to be i own ppl instead
:'(

todae is de cleanest dae ever
3/4 of my dae was at
barista, surprisingly
but it was damn good
working tgt wif wati
know quite a lot of stuffs
but i couldnt rem it lahs
nw phobia of steaming milk, kns

todae would consider a perfect dae
without the scolding
[i was really burning by den]
i had my fyp thou nt completed it yet
but still satisfactory

i kindof hate tat situation
it remind mee of how i was betrayed

"i would like a single shot cos i am single"
tis is darn funnieCAN

sometimes
i ask
i wonder
why are things tis way
why are dey lidat
how did it happened
how did it end up lidat

somehow i am guilty
for being angri
i am afraid
so afraid
but why am i wrong
afraid, guilty jus kept
mee awake
when i am feeling so tired
tis feeling is terrible
and i gonna wake up
earlie for morning shift tml

no, i am nt complaining
understanding is all i need :'(

shag, i can say
for staying out
i think i smells
hahahs
but nobodi comment yahs

i need my bed badly
saw it waving but
i was unable to go
tats was fridae
de start of my hols
tired, but no excuses
uu are nt de onli one
wad abt us
bias-ness is nv in my dictionary
and i simply hate tat

politic is making mee
drifting further
letter shall be out soon,
i am prepared to let go
aniwae
no longer tolerate tis nonsense
dun ever say smth when
uu cnnt do it
go away
pets are such a disgrace
shame to tis people
i shall nv ever belong to tis type

it shall be de last time, i promise
no grace

she did smth hilarous todae((: