Wednesday, September 10, 2008
5 years, i been hoping to go there
and todae, boyfrend and i
are jus so going there
is just few hours time
tat place isnt anything
special at all
actually, its nth
but F promised to bring me there
its just the feeling
the bonding
F promised last yr but F
broke agn
and i cried like some
childish child
and i have a so bad feeling
about the trip
just because i been wanting
to go all along
each time, i heard ppl gg
i was so jealous
and i almost hated there for life
and nt allowing myself to go
there ever agn
yet, this time, yessh
its really mee agn
somehow, i have a bad feeling
tat smth bad is gonna happened
which oso show tat how F
is so important to mee
i seem to enjoy crying
in the train ahs, rubbish
nv felt so worried
nv felt so scared
for a trip
and true enuf
its just 2 of us going
let it be a safe journey man
and i wasnt feelling well
de whole dae
plus some unpleasant stuff
during the planning of it
and hence, all acts up to
one big thing
and i could hardly
breathe thru the whole dae
its is jus so suffocating :/
