2007 ended well but 2008 started badly de last thing tat i had expect to happen had just....DANG!!! happened. //-
so much for pride so embarrassing such a failure wad a disgrace de moment i step in sense de weird atmosphere pairs of eyes looking at me no one is willing to tell mi wad to do so its jus how u treat a trainee so self-centred so selfish even de manager as well well done man "this is nt my session, dun ask me" incredible i am dumbfounded i knew it was damm bussi but wad could i do it is always expected tat a newbie to be lost ok..i haf enuf tots of quitting came in my mind immediately well enuf, i left-ed when i was habing break i told my mama i dun wanna to work liao and she ask mi to leave immediately and i do not knoe how she told mi to lie to them tat she is seriously sick and i follow so and told them she was admitted to hospital and i actually lied i had nv felt so bad and guilty before tears rolled down immediately uncontrollable i am so afraid tat tis will happened some dae i guess my new yr resolution wouldbe habing more family bonding which i really hope for budden.... i really admire those okied..so i cry so wholeheartedly like nobodi business from de moment i step out of central all de way back hm can sense pairs of eyes staring at me when i am in de train but i no longer care animore so much of my pride when i insist on working and i shouted at her tat i need de money i ignore her and went to try believing tat i can make it i felt like turning de world upside down i am feeling beri beri terrible horrible i lost my courage lost my confidence fear is wad i am feeling now i even tot lots of important stuffs tat i need de money for budden... i really need some advice when i need to make a decision no one is there for me to ask for:( i dunnno who to turn to either lots of time like tis and i felt so lost so wad shld be de next step one good news is i get to enjoy my time again :( :( :(
LOVEshijia//- 4:02 PM
Rainbow
shiJIA
Falls on earth on twenty8th NOV
20 years old
