Tuesday, November 6, 2007
come on
internetDOWN can):
why so sway de
when i am so anxious
internet down
is worse den lappie down
think my mama nv
pay de bill bah
but cnnt find de
billsheet leh
stupid la
and i am using
other nets instead
and its super
unstable
i think i am gg crazy
mind in a mess
cnnt think properly
i am nt being rational
i think i am over
nervous.panicking
or wadever u can name it
nt being myself
**** over it
there is always a challenge
and u got to
over come it
its de last battle
way to go man
looked for formal clothes
supposedly i shld hab
but most unfortunately
i am unable to wear
animore
cox too fat
so went out
and look for
some hope
but sad to say
none...
so bought a dress instead
and its likeFINALLY
think i wear le
look like one
big fat witch
dun laugh
i start to dislike
the dress a lot
and i dunno why
still short of shoe
although i shld be
calming down
cox its nt my turn yet
but i cnnt explain
de reason behind it
things shld be orite
things shld be gg well
things almost ready
gt poster print-ed
left some unorganise notes
to be sorted out
worse den preparing for
exams
at least i am still
able to see
but now..
awaken by those
awful thoughts
need some encouragement
perharps?
there is always a worse
for mi
and nt better
there is always a barrier
for mi to go thru
i jus wanna to
get it over and done wif
there mus be NO WAD-IFs
no-no-no-no
it shldnt be
