i feel so stupid
stress climbing up
upon me
i can feel de tense
in my class
my brain is not functioning
at all
i am unable to contribute to
anithing
and i am stuck

worse of all
bad things kept happening
to me
and nt to mention them

and i dun understand why
evaluation seems so
important to de facci
as i believe tat dey
are nt true
so why cares
jus look at this
"One area which you need to put in more effort is in your peer evaluations. You have strongly agreed with all points about all your team members. This is difficulkt to accept as it is not likely that everyone has performed the same; and my own observation is that there are differences."
i dun agree wads
wrong wif doing tat
i am jus agreeing tat
everybodi did their part

last of all,
angri wif someone
she is so selfish
and
thanks a lot
siew ying
without u,
i dunno wad would happen
and
ziwei
u as well
with u talking
dey will be laughing..

damm it!!
headache until too stress
den i stumbled when i present
kns
say i nervous sia
my mind was blank sia
urgh...

beri angri sia
dunno wad am i doing...
too much self-confidence kills
wish to find a hole and hide

no 'huiling' to do pp leh
damm angri sia
lost another job
opportunity sia
working place so far away
no choice but to reject
oh man
time is nt waiting for mi
feel like giving up!!!!!

sch tml again
dread de feeling
of going to sch
words unable to come
out of my mouth
mind completely blank
felt like an idiot
felt so stupid
wad to do

smiles=/=
product of de dae

i dunno how am i
gonna to survive
for de whole semester
java is not leaving me
everything is still there
how am i gonna to
cope in SIT
i need a way out
is there ani route
for me to escape
left exactly 1 week
to pp dateline
yet i am stuck
nt knowing wad to do
load of them are copied
i dunno wad am i
gonna to present
oh man!!
its getting worse
come on..

nt happie with de attitude
something is jux nt rite..

Hi! i am finally back
but i did nt gain
anithing leh
nv buy anithing
no happie feelings
jux bored there
rotting there as well
nt much tv show to
watch either

changed of plan
which i am nt happie
about it
but nth i can do

watched 881 ytd
funnie izzit it
jux abt to watch when
its ending soon
looking at de subtitle
all de time
haha
but good
i no need to pay for it
and its funnie

my FIRST dae in sch
which supposely to
be third dae
haha
so bored and lonely
i think i regret
i wanna my wednesdae back

stress ah...

look at these
my DAD bought these
for who..?
i am nt sure
think my sis told him
to buy
he is de Santa clause
for de dae
he alreadi went out
to gib some to
his frends
yesterdae


went over to
siewying place there
slacking in de MAC
stayed there for quite long
looking at those
primary skools kids
talking
quite funnie thou
which brought us back
to de past thinking
of how we were
in those daes...
hahaha
sit until my butt rott
main purpose is to
do pp
buden we tok and tok
laugh and laugh
watching video
but nt anithing abt pp
hahaha
but its enjoyable

well well
class is out
thanks to rashidah
de kaisus of the kiasus
de queen indeed
de first to tell me
of cox i would surely take
a look den

and guess wad...
my class is a weird name
and so high one
but good thing tat
i am still in de same block
canteen jux below
good...hahas
and now i kena 5 class
who noes dey really gave it
to mee sia
for once, i dun wanna it
again cox it is rather good
to rest during wednesdae leh

luckily i am still in de
same class
but de ppl are a bit changing
dae by dae
at least i am still complete
by not changing everydae

and one more shocking news
as i look thru de class list
aiyo..so sway sia...whoopss
haahahs
same class as them sia
1) zhi xiong
de stoopid bear
two daes some more
one bear( tian xiong) left
and here come another bear
2) lin jin
for one dae
hahhas
okies..tats it for de class

i still gt loads of more
fotos to upload
waiting for de "huling" to come

and indeed linghui burfdae
is coming
i dun wanna history to
repeat again
i seriously do not wan
but i hope myself
wun go crazy again
hope i myself will turn up bah

and hols is ending soon
my pp
i am not starting yet
arghh... i am trying lars
but no "huiling" to do leh

finally
i finish painting my room
thanks a lot to my ma
and my sis
dey are really a great help
thumbs up
and its beri beri tiring
and now
after painting
i gt to shift all those things
back to place
another job to be done!!

05/09 wed

meet rashidah at
bukit batok
she so slow sia
i stood there and keep
reading de map sia
one gurl keep looking
at me and i stared back
ha-ha-ha-ha

had breakfast at bk
reached RPC
woh...de whole place
is bombar wif
republicians
almost 200 plus bah
i oso nt sure

stood there and waited
waited and waited
no instructions given
we started to move
when we see ppl moving
its so noisy
quite a lot of big grps
whereas i like some..

boarded de bus
and felt asleep
nth to do on de bus
aniwae..
reach de SAF terminal
and waited again
no instuctions again
jux following de crowds
we were consider de first batch
thus we were seated
de staff told us tat
we would be de first batch
to move out
but kena cheated sia

more and more ppl
moving in
and quite a lot of ppl are
standing
cnnt heard wad dey were
toking either
because it is simply
too noisy liao

so jux sat there
den again
waited and waited
but smth nt rite
we were nt moving
but i notice tat
some people alreadi
went up de ferry
and i realised
we were de last
chey..

cnnt wait animore
we stood up and join
de queue instead
thinking tat
it would be quite faster
so we took pics
to kill times

ohya..i notice smth
de army guys
are nt fit leh
dey are all fat
whoopss..
i gt de evidence taken
but this are de helpers onli

i manged to take some fotos
but nt allow to post leh
but i can lend u see
if u wanna
i make into a album
hahas

was posted to green grp
and took de ferry
but de penguin company

reached there
took some pics oso
look like chalet leh
nt bad
went into auditorium
again..
waited for everybodi to reach
took a nap again
i am nt tired
but nth to do

watch video
quite funni thou
listen to opening speech

yays..off we go
taking a tour
wow...de weather really
kills..
hot to death

move on to see their
bunks area
those army guys
look like jailbirds sia
almost all botaks
and in grey singlets
and black sexy shorts
but we seems like
some wierdos
cos those people
stood at their
windows and peek at us
whispering...

i roughy hab a idea
how their bunks look like
i seem frm hk shows mah
wow...dey are many pairs of shoos
beri neat thou
(i guess dey pretend de lar)

looking at their personal
equiments
i hab de fotos taken

went to tryout
guns shooting oso
its was fun
but nt accurate lars
too left liao leh

looking at them
training
i saw some obsticas before
at de serimbum camp

dey food rations
are good
manged to grab a pack
of chocos biscuits
and eat

on de whole
its was rather a good
experience
cos we gurls were
nv hab de chance to enter
unless we choose amry lars

i almost forget
we were given
mineral water
mini cake
a pack of tissue
a pen
at de entrance
and a can of drink

my shoudler
almost broke la
due to my way of
carrying my bag

at last
we took de ferry back
and de bus sent us
to expo mrt
of all place
why there?
still gt to transfer sia

we took de train
to pasir ris instead
to get a good seat
of course

in no time
i felt asleep
de journey was super
duper long
feeling beri hot oso
de heatness woke me up
de whole mrt was crowded
ppl squeezing here and there
and one stupid guy
tok so loud somemore
luckily i gt my earpiece on
otherwise i would hab
chop him den
de moment i open my eyes
an indian lady stood infront of me
aiyoo
my butt beri pain sia
for satting so long
i guess de seat would be
beri hot sia

wow..isnt i wonderful
telling ur de whole story
so pls comment

and i gonna be blind le
but typing so much


oooh...
painting in progress
i painting my room now
took so much trouble
to buy paint and so now
and i realised
painting is not so easy
and beri tiring
and lots of things to considered

result posted
feeling down until
cnnt .....
but this is expected?
skipp many times
miss many times
loussi grades of mine

dunno wad am i feeling
dunno wad am i thinking

am tired after de trip
update tml

the new change...
dun scream leh

weet..
work up quite a
reasonable time
unlike those daes
1, 2 plus
wanted to watch a show
at nine plus de
buden over liao
so continute slp..

hmps.... got ready
and went to meet siewying liao

alight at bugis
went to delifrance
westmall de closed liao sia
become subway liao
luckily there is still tuna left
otherwise off we go

roam around bugis
lots of shop under renovations
haiyoo
nt much to shop sia
spend a lot of time
trying on clothes
especially de last shop
de aunties muxt hab tot
we are mad

went to food junction
and try out de korean
fried rice cake
bought 2 coke
added lots of salt
and its sooooooo salty
whoopps... i was de one
who added it....

call anisah auntie
surprising she pick up
den she meet us lor
with her 2 soon
da ni and er ni
muahahaha
return me
meteor garden
budden like out of shape
liao leh
different frm wad i lent him leh
hees

back to normal
we still laugh like mad
and er ni look so puzzled wif us
laughing
tix is our culture lars

oohya and anisah auntie
bought us a huge
ice lemon tea

shall post de fotos latta
i sort out first