Friday, April 20, 2007
arghhhhhh
i am beri
frustrated
am nt being myself again
hab sufficient rest le
my mind keep going
against mi
kept going de opposite way
i really dunno wads going on
i cnnt stand it animore
i afraid i mgt break down
anitime aniwhere again
start toking rubbish
start avoid ppl
i didnt wanna tat to happen
felt tat i am treated like
a fool
dey hab their own clicks
tats y i said
i dun wanna to hab
anithing to do wix them
again
but den again
why am i so affected
when i am de last to noe
felt tat i am nt respected
shld actually be gratefull
tat dey ask mi
am i suppose to react
tix way
i wanna my life back
i dun wanna to see
u all again
lest making mi affected again
i really cnnt be
left alone
would start to anihow
think again sia
i wanna to learn
how to be independent
