Saturday, March 14, 2009
reproached myselfi started thinking back
wad have i done to
deserve all these
well, i suppose this is
wad everybody called; karma
just to think about
how many bad things i have done
this is so miserable
i am feeling so lonely
i just wanna to get out of
this period as soon as
possible
i have run out of excuses
to allow myself to stay
at home
recession is not a reason
to mee
i am getting restless
i am getting lost
i am getting lifeless
but i am still going strong
i been trying as hard as
i could but..
there are just too many
things to consider
crying doesn't helps at all
i am just upset
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
purpose of life
shucks, i realize loads
of mistake in previous post
but i nt gonna edit either
tats oso show how i really
felt at tat certain point of time
i need assurance.
Monday, March 9, 2009
020309 sunshine day
agenda:
- went to interview (which turn out to be stoopid)
- vivo city for lunch (mixture of 3 jap restaurant)
- SPH for ticket collecting (last min decision)
den it started raining on our way back
and i managed to spot rainbow
thou i missed that double one
i was glad i saw this, it last for quite a long time((:
#01 smth we dun always dun miss out
#02 i look bit tanner ahs (but nw i am back to square one=.=)
#03 digging for some gold perharps
#04 yakiudon, awesome which we cnnt finish because i was too greedy
#05 spicy miso ramen; our top ONE fav
#06 i long for the sun
#07 the sun was too glaring
#08 i swear my eyes were opened
#09 hello up there, and bye((:
well, i defeated by myself
i lost to myself
i was competing with myself
all this while
and i lose it badly
comparing, jealousy, pride
landed me in such bad state
i am a sore loser, i admit
i couldnt do anything at all
i had enough of been housekeeper
i need to move on
but how to when i wasnt given
a chance
false hope, waiting
is getting mee fed up
verbal agreement shld never
be trusted,NEVER
it only make you disappointment
escape, hiding
makes me a coward
but wad else can be done
when my resources are all cut off
Saturday, February 28, 2009
TWENTY EI8HT SHALL BE BANNED
FROM MY LIFE FOREVER
i am still upset abt it
till nw
Monday, February 23, 2009
23rd as it is
one mth since
i left sch
one mth since
sch ended
one mth since
i am jobless
ps:
c.gwee and A. gwee are
really really nice((:
as why am i still here?
i am wide awaked
i cant make myself slp nw
as i am nt slpy nw
HAHAHAH
I HEART(L) "jon & kate plus 8"
so for this week:
i visited dear phoebe((:
for less den an hr
due to time constraint
but will be back agn
i went for axel's burfdae celebration
nt knowing why
i agreed on going
and just ended up there
and got myself smelling
worse den bbq pork
HAHAHAH
i passed my BTE finally
before 20th thankfully
*jumps*
i swam four times
once in de morning
and gotten myself real burnt
thrice late at nite
and gotten myself frozen
and i am peeling nw=.=
HAHAHAH
i went to ichiban
out after 5 hrs
and gotten myself
with just twenty bucks:(
on monday, i tot my week would
be boring and worse off
but gladly, frends came knocking
on my door *ding tong*
and today, its sunday
so i passed my week just lidat
chatting with charis on
our past years was awesome((:
tasks for nxt week:
1. look for job
2. search for job
3. must get a job
